Jason Castro Elimination Interview

American Idol' Exit Q&A: Jason C. Goes Home

What do you say to Simon's opinion that you forgot the lyrics on purpose?
I definitely did not do that on purpose. I couldn't believe I forgot such a popular line, you know, something that's written on your soul. Somehow, it slipped my mind. But I definitely didn't do that on purpose.

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Some conspiracy theorists think you mouthed ''Don't Vote'' when Ryan was announcing your phone number. What did you actually say?
I was saying "Vote" and I said it again because I was trying to emphasize that, but nobody heard me. And I remember ... thinking about it, that they kind of have the same syllables and it's going to look like "Don't vote." And I went, "Dang it." And consciously the second time I only said "vote" once during the numbers.

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Did you want to win?
I didn't really consider it a real possibility that I could win until these last few weeks, so I did kind of just wander in to see where it could go. But then I was like, "All right, I'm here, might as well be in it to win it," and I was giving it my best. I never had the mindset of winning first place but more of the mindset of every week giving it my best, and that leads to winning it.

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Are you relieved to be off the show?
I keep telling people I was as happy last night as when I found out I made the Top 24. I've had a blast but it has really been hard. Before we heard the results, I was ... starting to fear the week ahead -- like, "How am I going to do three songs, I can't even do two right." And with the hometown visits, it was going to be a lot of work even though it was going to be a lot of fun. I was just freaking out about it. I was ready to go either way, but my natural reaction was just relief. I would have liked to go farther but I don't think I could have handled it.

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What was the biggest misconception about you?
There was an interview -- I don't even know where it was from -- but it said I wanted to go home. I think this week everyone had the idea that I was ready to go and that wasn't my mindset at all. That morning when I had that interview, I was kinda frustrated with a lot of things -- my music, selecting songs and there was just a lot going on that morning. I think that came across wrong.

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How did you feel about being so closely watched and analyzed?
I always remember watching the news and watching every move that [presidential candidates] make, so it really doesn't come as a surprise. When you are deciding who to vote for, it's natural to observe everything that they do.

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How did you feel about Simon's comment that you weren't the Jason they brought into the competiton?
I was feeling the same thing. I was feeling me losing that power because I couldn't connect with the songs in the given time. I really had a hard time when we kicked it up to two songs. I just wasn't committing to either one. I couldn't connect with them, I couldn't fall in love with it -- you need time for that.

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Do you think winning matters on 'American Idol'?
It very much matters who wins or at least how far you get, because every week you are on gives you that much more of a chance. You are never guaranteed anything in this business but I think we've all been given the opportunity to have some exposure. Now people know who you are and maybe take a second to listen.

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Do you know you drove the Jeff Buckley version of 'Hallelujah' to No. 1 on iTunes?
I couldn't believe that. I realized the amount of power 'American Idol' has. It was such an honor and if people haven't heard that song, they should have and I'm glad now they have.

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How do you feel about being famous?
It's kind of a weird thing. I don't really get it. I've never been a guy who has been starstruck, so it takes me off guard when people go so crazy but, I mean, it's cool. It means they like you, so it's flattering.

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